Nastiega

is tomorrow =/

F to my L! I pretty much thought it was Saturday, NOPE it's Sunday night. Spent the entirre day with Radha shopping & eating like fatties XD. Good productive (shopping) day :D . Tomorrow will hopefully go by fast. mine & blake's photoshoot for free 99 so that should be a good way to end monday lol.

homework calls my name blahhhhhh.

Gonna put it off tho prllyyyy.

dklfjgdsklgfjhjdgfg plan didnt work out too well. we'll just see how it goes </3.

I think i've already used that title beeeefore loo :).

I've been EATING like no other dude wtfckkk?! So many dance classes makes me uber hungry & I eat and eat and eat and dont put a pound on thank gahhh. I stepped on Blake's scale and was taken back. After a four day weekend, turkey day, only going to one dance class, and eating like all of my daddy's bread pudding left-overs, I STILL weighed 125. I'd like to think its all muskle :D. Maybe not, but after getting off the pill, I noticed my muscles are getting bigger and i'm getting stonger when we're doing balances en releve. How fun :) & I think i'm getting taller. I stood next to Princess yesterday & noticed it.

OMFG today in council Radha's cup smelled like her, so I put it up to her nose so she could smell it, & I lightly tap her nose to it and she makes this huge scene. A few minutes later, I take a sip outta her cup (without the lip bc you know how I hate germs) & she hits the cup hard, so that ice falls down my neck! SO,  I take the cup, and pour all of it on her and ice goes flyingg everywhere! BAHAHAHAHA. I'm LOL'ing just thinking about it now :DDD. She looked like she pee'd her pants & Mrs. Felkins says "Dang Radha did you get that excited over a Diet Coke?" so funny :) I lahhhh her<3.

This week flew. This weekend will fly tho too.

Go to LV Dance. Get new pointe shoes & new Katrina's

Steph's friend's party sat. night.

Shop with Princess for studco

College apps with Radha afterrrrr.

Fun weekend chaaaa? Let's get it started :D

Blake Marie Bonvicin. I love that you are always by my side and will be there for me when I need it. If not, your mom and dad would :). Defending me when people pop the fck off. I have no idea what I'm going to do when we go our seperate ways for college =/

Princess Radha Sai Inguva. The one who also sticks up for me, makes me laugh like no other when I feel like crap. Will be homo with me :). Wouldnt ever go behind my back for anything including some sorry assk boy. You're a shooting star<3.

Maria Estephania Giraldo. You'll kill a hoe if she ever fcks with me & I know you're a f'real ride or die. I can tell you anything and everything that I'm going through and you'll tell me it's gonna be okay. You'll talk to my boys even if you don't know what to say. I love you and how our friendship has always stayed so strong these past 4 years.

Taylor Nicole Burk. You deserve the world and more. You have the kindest heart, and anyone who has the pleasure of being your friend is truly blessed. I know if I were stuck at his house, you'd be the first one i'd call to come get my assk :).

Mariah River Judd. I'm glad that Backstage brought us together 6 years ago, and we've stayed the best of friends since then. I have the greatest times when I'm with you, and I know your intentions are nothing but the best. We can dance all night, and cry about nothing in the morning while we make videos but I know no matter what, you're there for me.

I cannot imagine my life without any one of you<3.

Has been having problems lately

which resulted in me staying home all day today! =/

hmph.

almost three in the morning, & I cant sleep! 

WHOA holy sht that hit hard this week. There wasnt one day this entire week where I didnt go to at least one of my classes :D. Radha says "we spend more time planning how to get out of school, then we do actually in school." SO true. The week was good though & I'm glad it was testing week simply because we havent had a full week since October? lol. We just didnt break the cycle XD. Radha Blake and I went to ihope Thursday and didnt go to school untiil 11 which is the same thing I did on Tuesday. HORRID HABITS! lmfao. New Moon was exciting. I almost skeeted everywhere when Jacob came out even though I'm team Edward :). My mother didnt sleep because she was worried about making it home safe after I took Lee home, but luckily I didnt get hit by a drunk driver lol. I almost didnt go to school today either after getting only 3 hours of sleep, but the Pricness btch told me I "have to go if I wanna keep my grades up" fine. So like a retard, I went. Next week we only go TWO days out of the week. Radha reminded me that we have what she calls,"event we didnt have to beg like a dog for" Sun Youth Forum at the beg. of the week, I completely forgot about it. Then comes the long haul where we don't get ANY breaks till Christmas =/. But if anything, it will make the time fly :).

I took class with Courtney and Azee happened to be there as well. Court told me that for some reason or another Azee never liked her and always had a problem with her. As she was going across the floor, Azee wouldnt stop giving her dirty looks like she had smelled something VILE. I've never seen anyone be so frank when expressing how much they don't like someone. The thing is that Courtney didnt do a thing to her. Her and Taylor have to have the purest souls ever. I know that the two of them would give you the shirt off their backs if it came down to it simply because that's how their mom raised them. They're both beautiful, but never act like they're better than anyone. Probably two of the nicest people i'll ever meet. So what other thing could Azee use to give a reason for the fact that she doesnt like Courtney? It's jealousy. Same goes for Alex Ferdinand. Katie and Nikki hid her opening outfit, and denied they did anything. It wasnt until Tommy said that no one would go on stage and dance until her clothes came back. They magically appeared folded in front of her mirror.

I never understood how someone can get so jealous and do sht to a person for no reason at all. To make rumors that you know in your heart are completely false about someone who you barely know? Or delete pictures on photobucket just because someone did it to you? Or try and get someone in trouble for something they didnt do? These people have no lives and in all honesty, are just jealous.

Ever so cute<3.

I've missed that, and I think it was exactly what I needed. For some reason you and I are different in the sense that it's all okay afterwards.

You still remember and that means more to me than anything to me.

I think maybe I just need to take the initiative and push this to move along.

Slowly but surely<3.

How lovely it feels to be back in beast mode for dance!!! I wake up in the morning feeling like P.Diddy hahah just keeeding. But f'real I love the feeling of being back on top of my game finally! I'm once again Ms.Heather's fave, & I love how all the girls look at me crazy because she doesnt yell at me at all and only tells me im doing a fine job :D. She gave me a picture of me & my river hoe Mariah from the recital with the ugly long tutu. The FUNNIEST thing ever lol. My legs are under tone now and I my extensions are higher than ever with my balances<3. She says I've gotten skinnier too but I don't believe it lol. I don't see it, but I guessss. I saw Courtney after ballet & she said I looked thinner today & when a Rebel Girl says you look thin, I believe it lol. EIther way, i'm totally ready to kick some assssk from now on when it comes to dance :)))

Loves it<3.

Woohoo for NO escuela tomorrow! :D

It shall be a day for work =/ this dang tort project & maybe if I get the nerve to ask we'll hangggg :))) but school first! then reward myself after XD. How fun. So much crap to do though that it doesnt seem possible. Law tort crap, AP Stats, ( whatever she loves Radha & I & gives us an amazing grade either way so it doesnt matter lmfao ), We The People, &  that's it I think. College apps & scholarships I guessss too. Amazing what being the daughter of Adriana Martinez gets you though, Blake & I are guarenteed the Latin Chamber of Commerce scholarship because hello, my mother is on the board :D. How exciting. I can't wait till next week when the scholarships really start rolling in though. Crunch time!